There, I said it.
I am 28 weeks and 3 days and I hate being pregnant.
Usually I don't voice it out loud unless its close friends or family. Because it seems wrong to say it out loud. Like I am supposed to love it just because I am a woman.
I hated it the first time around, but it seems like I hate it even more this time. (maybe because its magnified from the first time)
Don't get me wrong, I do LOVE the end result (most the time) but I don't enjoy the 9 (OK 10) months that lead up to it!
I hate being out of breath all the time, feeling like I am HUGE, everything hurting especially my back, hips and feet, having to sit on the heating pad for hours, not being able to keep up with Jakah, Being on bed rest / pelvic rest, All the extra tests I have to have done, extra Dr appointments, the baby moving, not sleeping at night, pretty much EVERYTHING about it!
When Jensen moves around, its all night long (and all day really, he never stops...) and keeps me awake. And it makes me think of the scene from Alien when it pops out of her stomach... ugh! And both the boys seem to like rubbing on my hip bones. Gives me the heebie jeebies!
I hate maternity clothes! All the cute stuff is over priced, and I'm cheap. I don't want to spend a ton of money on clothes I am only going to wear 2 years of my life. So I suffer through with the few items I have bought, and a few things my friends and I have passed around.
Here we are with 80 days (probably less) to go..... and then I will never have to do it again!
So if I hear someone tell me how great it is to be pregnant and don't I just love it, I swear I am going to scream!