Its been a long few days. I am done and over being pregnant. Just reached the point where I am cranky (crankier), in pain, ready to meet this little guy, and just get the delivery over and done with.
Until I looked over at Jakah and realized his whole world is about to be turned upside down.
He will no longer be the only little boy around here.
He will no longer be the "baby" or an only child.
He will forever have to share his mom and dad.
He will forever be the big brother, the one Jensen will look up to.
The boy who will guide his brother threw life, and hopefully be his friend.
And it makes me a little sad knowing we only have a few weeks? (days? hours?) left of it just being the two of us.
I need these last few days to be just about him, because who knows when it will only be him again. Perhaps never.
Jensen is an infant, he won't notice or care who feeds him, changes his diaper or holds him. But Jakah will. So I need to spend extra time with him, take him to do special things. Just the two of us.
Does anyone have any tips on how to make it an easier transition from one kid to two?